Big whiny emo baby

[eee1313]

I have no idea why I'm all emo, but I am. This annoys me. I have no reason to be a big whiny emo baby. Maybe it's the turn in the weather.

I have no complaints about work. It's boring lately, but it's fine. My boss even gave me a tech writing project since I have downtime, so I'm actually putting my college edumacation to use. That's nice.

I have no complaints about my family. Mom & Dad are beside themselves about the new house in Michigan (they signed on a place north of Kalamazoo that's almost exactly like their current home). I had a really great time seeing Uncle Joe over the past two weeks. And in three days, I'll be visiting yakgirl and her hubby and the boys. That will be wonderful.

I have no complaints about my friends, except that I don't see them enough. I'm going to maybe plan something with the old high school gang next weekend, because we all haven't hung out in about six months.

I have no complaints about the Scientist. He continues to treat me like a queen, and just being in the same room with him makes me happy and peaceful. And the wedding plans are moving along well, too. (I think we've decided on Toast & Jam for our reception DJs.) If anything, I wish he were around more. That's a good thing.

I have no complaints about my cat, who has been all needy and affectionate lately. That's awesome.

So why is it when everything is going well in my world that I can be a big whiny emo baby? I think I just need a hug. Or some sleep. Or maybe both.

Comments

[eee1313.livejournal.com]

Maybe you're right -- maybe whiny sad bastard music is exactly what I need. Heh.

BTW, I can't remember if I ever commented in your LJ, but congrats on all the school stuff going on. This all sounds wonderful for you!

[nmissi.livejournal.com]

Thanks! I'm scared to death, but in a good way. Most people want to go to school in order to get a better job. Me? I want to go to school so I can stop feeling fraudulent. I figure that's a pretty good motivator. All my friends went to college; everyone ASSUMES I did, too. I'm tired of having to explain, "er, no, actually, I'm a high school dropout."

Peer pressure's a bitch at any age. ;)